
MonologueI was the best damn thing that ever happened to you. I should have been the only important thing to you, because I was the only thing that ever cared. You cannot inject me in your veins, but you could have held me close til we became one. You could have loved me, poured all your anger, sorrow, terror and confusion into me, because that was what I was there for.Monologue by ~FiFuMs
I loved you.
I spent every waking hour of every day ripping at my insides trying to find every shred of willpower to stay with you. I ripped to the point there was nothing left.
My insides became an embodyment on your skin, the marks you leave from your jagged finger nails, picking

Berlin wallHe became existential through timeBerlin wall by ~FiFuMs
Without much reason nor rhyme
A shadow splashed across a flickered heart
Never together, but merely apart
A smile, though grim
With what lay within
Notes press against my finger tips
Darkened by a never ending eclipse
Forthright with anger, I though the glass
though I'm never lucky enough for an impasse
Inches separate, though miles away
Across the brain, a tight rope walk
Tears rip through the fiercest storm
Though are rather misinformed
For it shall never begin to cease
Nay, for it shall truly increase
Brick by brick the wall was built
My Berlin wall will soon be silt
The house I built to

Thirty-TwoTwenty-sevenThirty-Two by ~FiFuMs
Eyes blind back the blur of 3:11
I choke back dreams erupting from my lungs
Biting symbolic holes through my tongue
Pen strokes run rapid behind my eyelids
Engraved, safe from all the songs that fight to rid
Violin grates against my frayed nerves
I relish in the abuse I believe it deserves
Starting at a reflection on eraser ruined paper
Twenty-eight, my words now turn to vapor
Wind blows from my open shades
I count the days since my ocean wades
Whispered words of ancient trees
When breathing was of ease
Twenty-nine
For how easy I let go of what was once mine
For letting time slip through my fingers
Letting my ro

To My Backstabbing BuddyI wish you knewTo My Backstabbing Buddy by ~FiFuMs
Everything that's said about you
When your back is turned
Oh girl, your fucking burned
Reputation shot
Friends can't be bought
Stop smiling at me baby doll
I'm just here to watch you fall
You love how they say you're hot
You love the attention you think you've caught
Small town girl with a boyish charm
You just doing yourself harm
You spread you legs faster then Lohan
Doing whatever you can
Breaking a sweat as you try to dance
Thinking the boys are in a fucking trance
You swing those hips like you own the place
But no ones thinking of even going to first base
You love how they say you're hot
You love the att